
Names Richie Brutalidad
- im 23 years old
- im a culinary chef
- play for eWs ( call of duty ps3 ) best in the San Diego region
- just a big weirdo/ nerd :)
- im openminded to pretty much everything
- musically inclined
- you wont regret my friendship
stay brutal CA lml
FUCK SHIT UP!!!
I hate when i have my skateboard and Im minding my own fucking business riding and then a bunch of little kids ask you to do tricks.
I know how to do tricks but i dont feel like it and then you feel obligated because you dont want to look like a punk bitch in front of them but you then realize that if you dont land the trick then you’re a failure in life in there eyes.
A simple Ollie can work wonders but the Ollie has to be a trick landed on the first try.
Little kids are the most harsh when it comes to the cool factor and if you’re cool in a kids eye, you made it in life.
Luckily i had no issues, so i guess Im doing ok
bigboyproblems
Hopefully gonna hang out w/ the amigas and go to cici’s.
But if not, Im gonna have an Adam sandler marathon.
Im actually excited for this
I thought i crapped myself but it was a false alarm.
I want to share that with you all.
I have music playing in the background and Im looking at the ceiling. Just finished my workout and i should be asleep but i cant.
I’m not sad nor anything negative but just wondering. You ever have that feeling? Im sure everyone at one point has. Wondering what’s gonna happen next? Continuously playing the fun moments in your past? Just trying to figure out if things are going as plan?
With all those thoughts running, I’m starting to believe that Im where i need to be. I guess Im ok with this.
One thing that’s kind of weird? Im not alone but i feel alone but i dont feel bad about it. I like my solitude now. I will always welcome company with open arms but i like my alone time now.
I still have my cheesy smile going on so from that i know Im still good.
Natalie Portman // Team Sleep
(Submission by ttakeapartyourhead)
I’ma find him one day, but i know it ain’t you
I’m still lookin y’all
Radiohead - Bloom (From the Basement)
(Source: thom-yorke)
Coworkers: ( in the breakroom relaxing)
me: ( dancing/singing)
It’s like I’ve waited my whole life for this one night It’s gonna be me you and the dance floor’cause we’ve only got one night Double your pleasure Double your fun and dance Forever (ever, ever) Forever (ever, ever) Forever girl forever Forever (ever,)
coworkers: go Richie!!
yeah, shit got real
after my incident my dad had put this piece of paper on my wall when i finally got back home. At the the time of course i didn’t really think much of it or understand it really. I mean, i knew what it was talking about but i was too in shock in what happened that i didn’t really absorb the message.
I finally glanced at it again and it tripped me the hell out.
after 6 months it became awkwardly clear to me now.
Everything that is happening is exactly how this statement has been presented. The people and support that i have in my life right now have been the reason for my will power to not give up. Yeah, sounds corny but its true. The respect and push that i’m getting is what’s making my perspective of my future even more clearer. My success will be accredited to the people who have step up in helping me out because they know that if they where ever in that spot, i’d have no problem doing the same.
I will say I’m proud of myself for doing the amount of crap with the little that i have and that even with the circumstances, i was able to continue work and pass my classes. It hasn’t been an easy rode but i managed to deal with it and not define myself by it.
I’m never going to take the easy rode in anything, I’m going to make sure i get what i need done and not make stupid excuses for it. I’m never going to let a problem/situation define me. I’m not a coward or somebody that needs sympathy for his situation. If anything, i need people to kick my ass and tell me that i need to do better for myself. I’m not going to ever justify my problems just so i can feel better or make another excuse in why im the way i am.
I’m going to continue doing what I’m doing for the simple fact that its working and that i rather be respected by people then liked. Respect is always going to be something i feel strong about and if you don’t have respect for others nor yourself, then that’s exactly what kind of person i will never associate myself with because i’ll tell you this……
with my accident, i’m still a highly respected individual and that is because i earned it.
no one can take that from me
